When I tell people I like N.Sync (rarely comes up these days..not like I’m gonna just come out and name drop them when someone asks, “so..what do you listen to?”) and they scoff at me like it’s the plague, I take major offense.
I mean tell me, sir scoffs-a-lot, what did YOU listen to when you were 12? A person can’t have evolving musical tastes as they age? I’m not going to tell you I don’t like them because that would be a lie. That music is a part of my childhood, and was the soundtrack to many memories. I don’t bitch at you when you come at me with your current shit music, so why show so much disgust when I mention a catchy tune I only listen to twice a year?
Opening day was such a disaster that pretty much every press organization that attended the celebration had predicted the park’s failure within one year. It opened on a day that was 101 degrees and the street asphalt still wasn’t dry, leading to it sticking to shoes. By the end of the first day, all but 2 of the 48 Autopia cars were crashed and about half the rides were broken. Despite all that, park visitors loved it and attendance continued to grows day by day.
…lay down and feel so lost. I felt this way waking up, even more so when my visitor left. I went through my day being productive, thinking it would change the way I felt. Thought maybe starting a new dress would do the trick. Failed. I felt free fine a while ago - but now I’m back to square one.
The clock is ticking and the arrow is pointing anywhere but here. I would say I’m not supposed to feel this way but I am..I’m human, after all..
I am up early, woke up at 6. Not like me, but I’ve come to the conclusion I haven’t been myself for a while now. I go to little to no shows these days, and it upsets me, it really does. I don’t feel like myself missing so many shows, and not being able to participate in a whole day of excitement and preparation. I haven’t experienced that in so long…and it totally makes me feel like complete shit. I shouldn’t be awake this early, and I most definitely should not feel like I’m on the verge of tears due to my feeling like a stranger to myself. I wish I could say tonight would help, but I know if I don’t find my way to the pit it wont. I want to feel the energy, I want to be immersed in it like I used to be. Missing Coheed has completely set me over the top and made me feel sadness I haven’t felt since I was 15. Not being able to randomly drive to Santa Barbara for 30stm last night made this volcano errupt, and it’s spewing out all over my fucking face. I’m going back to sleep. :(
“It’s how you wri’ it. I’m not into wri’ing fuckin’ morbid music like the rest of these pricks are playing here. They all write bollocks, you know wha’ I mean? They’re all “in pain”..well my fucking ears are in pain fuckin hearing your fucking voice, you twat. Music should be an uplifting thing…”—Liam Gallagher
“I used to break into pet shops to liberate the canaries. But I decided that was an idea way before its time. Zoos are full, prisons are overflowing…oh my, how the world still dearly loves a cage.”—Maude
Had a party a few days ago. There was a small hole/dent in my bathroom wall before the party started. When I wandered into there later that night I saw that it had become a pretty big one. This poem instantly popped into my head and I wrote it down on the spot:
In my hours of sleeplessness I thought to myself, “My ID is totally gonna come tomorrow just in time for my 21st birthday on saturday” I was intrigued when the mail came and thought, “it’s in there…it’s gonna be the last thing I check”..and it was.
“If I ever meet someone who has something bad to say about him, they will not be given anymore time, effort, or acknowledgment of any kind of relationship that we have/have had. They will, in turn, be dead.”—
“What did you learn tonight? Shouting so loud you barely joyous, broken thing - You’re a voice that never sings, is what I say. You were freezing over hell. You were bringing on the end, you do so well. You can only blame yourself, it’s what I say.”—"Archers" - Brand New
“I think you may be a little jealous of these men who used to be boys with their fresh white suits and their deep, symbolic intro. “Ya…being in love is like getting lost in the desert in a white suit”….”—Sugar Kane
“well, over a course of a few days, god creates light to contradict darkness, thus creating good and evil. within this light he creates what is known as earth, first a massive cluster of water, then some dry land. then he parts the waters and calls it heaven. then he made more light, one bright for the day and a lighter for the night. thennnnn he created whales and shit and told them to multiply. then he goes, let me make someone to dominate these creatures, and he created man and woman, but as one. then he told them to reproduce. and we all know what happens when incest gets involved. and this is why the world is retarded. the end”—self, helping Mom with her religion homework.